How Truly Depressed Are You?

All the time, of course I'm a cheerleader so everyone has to notice me!!
Whenever i shout something like .Hey stupid!.
Whenever I trip or something
Never really, unless I cry

Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies so i don't know whats real and whats not always confusing the thoughts in my head so I can't trust myself
I took their smiles & made them mine i sold my soul just to hide the light & now i see what i really am a thief a whore and a liar
Can you forgive me again i don't know what i said but it hurt me when i hurt you
And somehow now you're everybody's fool

Love is a hurtful thing, but I'm in love
Love is the most wonderful feeling EVER!
Love is something I welcome if it comes to me
I've loved once, it hurt me and betrayed me

-mumbling-
Maybe
Okay
Yes of course!