1. *sighs* favorite color??
blood red blue pink any color is fine with me!! black/red/white black/scarlet
2. haw many friends do u have??
none, no one wants to be my friend . . . a few, all of the people like me everyone! i have some good friends and the rest r really just my ex's maybe one, u like to be alone a couple, people try and be my friend but i wont let them be. . .
3. do/have u cut before?
never! ive tried and still do sometimes whenever some1 break my heart . . . all of the fuking time!! i try and kill my self almost everyday! yeah . . . yes, but only to get away from it all . . .the pain . . .
4. have u ever thought about suicide?
yes, but i kno i shouldnt y would i think about something as depressing as that? ive tried to commit suicide, it didnt work obviouly only when i get my heart broken sometimes, it matter how i feel all of the time! i cant help it sometimes!
5. we have a notebook we write in or draw in, or we atleast draw doodles and stuff while we're bored in class, what do u usually draw?
people dieing, or me . . . broken hearts and emo stuff i pay attenion in class! what r u crazy? broken hearts and sew-up hearts and heart with bandages on them and more broken hearts! i'll plan out the murder of one of my emimies that i hate i'll draw a hand with a wrist and draw cuts on it, sometimes the cuts will be words . . .*goes off into space*
6. what do u write in this notebook/piece of paper?
i told u i pay attenion to the teacher!! so i write notes on whatever the subject is!! the reason y i cut or some depressing rant depressing rants and suicide notes . . . how much i still love him/her how much i love my gf/bf or just random thoughts usually suicide notes or i plan out the murder of some1 i hate
7. its spring break, what r u doing?
sitting in my room listening to music that makes me want to die hanging with a few friends, maybe going to a MCR concert ima going to the beach!! cry about the one i loved that left me being alone wanting all of the pain to go away!!!!! *meaning cutting*
8. if u have cut before, what do u do to hide it? (if u dont cut skip the question)
jackets/long sleeve shirts idc if any one sees my cuts, it show them how depressed i am i wear the jacket/hoody by ex i still love gave me *cries* I DO NOT CUT!! arm warmers/jackets IDFC!! i usually wear a jacket, but i dont care what other people think of me!!
9. last question!
whats your veiw on life?
whats the point? we are all gonna die anyways?? no one would even notice if i was dead! its natural but ima not ready to die yet its great its okk, i guess, but i want to die everytime some1 breaks up wit me it sucks we r all gonna die one day! i might make that day come sooner fer me, by accident or on purpose!