what kinda pain do you feel most..(EMO KIDZ ONLI)

you get so overwhelmed by the thaught of not being able to control your pain.
you end up crying on your bed alone again.
you want to hit something
you see people being happy with their lifes while you hate yours

you want to find a way to relese all your pain without tears
you want to cry because of him/her
you WANT TO BREAK SOMEBODY'S FACE!!!!
walk around like nothing is wrong while you want any thing that could make you feel better.

i cry when i feel so helpless
yes because of him/her..
NO who the hell are you trying to kid?
no amount of tears make this pain go away

i want to forget everything that they did to me
i want to feel myself get rid of this pain
i want to kill everybody who caused this pain that fills my insides
i want to be happy for the first time in my life.