Which Sad Song Are You?

Life is just boring and tiring...I'm worn out. I'm done.
I'm not the person I should be. I'm a disappointment!
Death of a loved one.
I'm an empty person...
I can't be with my lover
Loved one hurt you
I'm not...

Try to start over, rewind myself
Well it didn't make me feel a whole lot better but I yelled at the problem a lot
My own private things to make me feel better(self mutilation)....
Nothing.
Write about it, I cried a lot
Trying to think about the good things in my life
Nothing because I didn't feel bad in the first place...

White
Gray
Red
The color of tears...
Black
Um...what?

So sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick
I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so careless so lost confused again...
But does anyone notice? But does anyone care? And if I had the guts to put this to your head... But would anything matter if you're already dead?
I'll be fine pretending I;m not I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got
So cut my wrists and black my eyes so i can fall asleep tonight, or die...
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool. Paint my face in shades of blood and gray and take the seat right next to me
A happy song...

Never...because I'm never sad.
Only after nasty break ups
A lot because my relationship is difficult
Every so often I feel liek this, like twice a week
Not very many times, this may be the first
I've felt this way a lot lately, it;s time for a change
It;s slowly been creeping up on me, building up and building up until now...